CPTSD anxiety is not “normal” anxiety.

CPTSD anxiety is not “normal” anxiety— and if we try to manage it like “normal” anxiety, we’re going to end up exhausted and demoralized. 

That said: lots of people in our life will assume CPTSD anxiety is “normal” anxiety. 

And those people will suggest all sorts of “normal” ideas for handling it. 

It’s not so much that the ideas for handling “normal” anxiety are bad, in and of themselves— it’s that people who assume our CPTSD anxiety “should” be more responsive to those ideas can get frustrated and judgmental when they don’t work. 

Everybody experiences anxiety at times. 

But it’s not the kind of crushing, consuming anxiety that accompanies CPTSD. 

CPTSD anxiety very often feels like we are going to literally die. 

It very often revolves around things we “know” we are avoiding or that we need to face— but we don’t at all feel equipped to face head on. 

Many CPTSD survivors describe their anxiety as being in an impossible bind: we cannot imagine continuing to exist this way, but we also cannot imagine NOT avoiding what every cell in our body is insisting we “have” to avoid. 

CPTSD anxiety feels like we’re simultaneously paralyzed and being pulled apart. 

That’s not “normal.” That’s not “pop a Xanax and think of Christmas” anxiety. 

CPTSD survivors are very often encouraged by the people around us to minimize or belittle our symptoms, including anxiety. 

“You’re making too big a deal of it.” 

“You’re only looking at the negative, of course you’re anxious.” 

“Everybody experiences anxiety, why are you making such a production out of it?” 

Of the things CPTSD survivors need when we’re trying to navigate post traumatic anxiety, judgment and shame are overwhelmingly unhelpful. 

Nobody is “choosing” CPTSD anxiety. 

Realistically managing CPTSD anxiety starts with meeting it with enormous validation and self-compassion. 

Use the tool of self-talk to affirm that this symptom is not “crazy”— it makes sense someway, somehow, to some part of us— and we are going to treat it with the attention and care it deserves. 

Get curious about the “part” of yourself that might be driving the anxiety— what does that “part” hold? What does it want? What does it need? 

We can manage CPTSD anxiety, but not from a place of judgment. 

CPTSD anxiety is no fun, and it is not a “choice”— and it can be exceedingly difficult when the people around us, often the people who should be on our side and have our back, lead off with invalidation. 

Easy does it. Breathe; blink; focus; and start off with validation and self-compassion. 

Just like with very CPTSD symptom we want to realistically manage and reduce.